I was 'officially' a Mother after delivering my girl, Alexis, on 30th Sept 2009.
Whether or not, the option to deliver your baby with or without epidural;
Whether or not, the choice to stay in 4-bedded, 2-bedded or 1-bedded;
All of the 'unnecessary' worries were so uncalled for ~ after I cuddled her close to me the next minute she enters this world to me ~ nothing more matters than her health and safety.
The first time when I held her close;
The first time when she latched on to my breast;
That feeling is so special that only me and her share together.
The minute when she enters the world;
Her first cry ~ I believe, created that amazing sense of responsibility for Daddy (Aaron).
This is our child whom both of us have been patiently waiting for 9months.
Today is 24th November; 1 month and 25days after Alexis's delivery.
I have been taking care of her, day and night, ensuring that she has enough feeds, that overall she is well and happy.
It was only after becoming a Mother myself, I then understand;
The joy I had brought to my parents ~ when I am good;
And the pain I had brought upon them ~ when I rebelled.
It was only after becoming a Mother myself; I then understand;
It just take that little effort from me to bring a smile upon them,
It just take a little of my time (to be with them), to bring them happiness,
It just require that little bit of patience from me, to give them security,
If only I had understand this earlier...
If only I had a chance to say 'Sorry' to my mom, whom I have brought her joy, as well as hurt.
Life is so unpredictable, we never know what comes next.
All I asked for is good health and safety for my daughter, Alexis.
No matter how old she is, she will still be my child...
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